Before you go on with the reading,

She's making her own way. With Allah by her side.


If you don't mind, read this blog from the first post. But If you mind, don't basically judge if you don't know what happened before :)

dan kisah penulis yang panjang hikayatnya di sini : kaishrakirana.
Salam.


September 23, 2012

010. Tired.


"Awak ni kan tear duct tu kena ikat tahu!" , Ain F.

"Awak ni, terkejut kita kenapa lah tiba-tiba pukul 3 pagi mata berpeluh ke? ke pipi berpeluh?" , Asyikin F.

"Jangan menangis lagi pergi rumah orang ni. Malu", Mak.


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Nyata, Istikharah adalah solat paling mudah untuk aku alirkan air mata.

Menyerahkan segala jalan hidup atas landasan ketentuan Allah.



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"Abin, Kak Na malu lah asyik menangis. Senang sangat nak nangis" K.Na

"Kak Na fikir, mana lagi seksa? Orang yang senang nak menangis atau paling susah nak menangis?" Abin.


hmmmph.

Mestilah orang yang paling susah untuk meluah, adalah lebih terseksa.


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"Awak tahu, sebenarnya kita kalau berjalan peluk diri tu sebab, kita nak tahan hati kita dari menangis. If only I could hug my own heart and put it in the safety box" M.



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Saya, rindu waktu gembira dan bahagia.

I know, people only want to know, want to see you happy. They don't bother to see your tears.
So, be strong. It is not wrong to show your laughter and smile. It is not faking yourself, it is a process of learning to be matured. To learn about life.


Appreciate, and that's all I need to know.
Show some effort, and that's all I need to see.













Ya Allah, beri aku tenang. Lindungi hati aku.


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