but please, don't be too soon to be the past.
Biar kisah ini, hanya mereka yang tahu, yang tahu.
Kadang-kadang saya rasa, saya seperti Kassim Selamat dalam Ibu Mertuaku.
*orang yang tahu, yang tahu.
I just wish i don't have to force myself to cucuk my eyeballs oneday. Ahaha.
Allah is there to jaga me and everyone that i care most.
I trust that wholeheartedly.
Lately, since i change my genre of writing, i guess i am lacking of humor in my blog.
I am sorry. It is just i prefer to talk things on surface. Not too deep until people can read my mind easily and be too transparent.
It is like i am putting myself naked through my writing, which i want to carefully observing it by now.
And being a normal girl.
I do have my own sense of humor and i am not that always being the sad-girl who sits on the corner of the class.
I have 3 videos that i promised to put here before, but when i went through all the life changing processes, i decided not to put it yet.
Not until the right time. When i can find my own calm and tranquility and of course, self-strength.
These videos, were taken when i was at my Kampung (about 2/3 months ago), looking for the perfect serenity and isolating myself.
Alhamdulillah, everything went well.
And now, i have to keep on maintaining what i have now, and try to be better as the days are changing at the super-rapid rate.