Before you go on with the reading,

She's making her own way. With Allah by her side.


If you don't mind, read this blog from the first post. But If you mind, don't basically judge if you don't know what happened before :)

dan kisah penulis yang panjang hikayatnya di sini : kaishrakirana.
Salam.


February 1, 2014

Its time to work a little harder.


Bismillahiraahmanirrahim.
Let me write in points for some reasons.

1. Hari itu on the way balik ke JB, berkira kira mahu tahan saja teksi untuk ke Terminal LRT Gombak. Nak seret bag hingga ke bus stop tak sepertinya cadangan yang baik waktu itu.

Siap semua, Dhuha dan bersungguh meminta doa, agar jalan dipermudah, dan adalah teksi lalu depan pintu Mahallah Asiah, supaya tak terkedek kedek jalan dengan beg tarik jauh jauh. Maaflah, mengada sangat. Ye tahu. Manja.

Pulang kunci, jalan perlahan lahan ke luar mahallah, nampak teksi menghala ke arah Mahallah Ruqayyah, tapi hampa bila ada penumpang. Takpelah, belum rezeki. Maka terus melintas dan jalan perlahan lahan kononnya nak menunggu teksi tadi pusing dari menghantar penumpang.

Jalan menghadap depan, bunyi kereta di belakang, ingatkan teksi, rupanya kereta Kia hitam. Pandangan hampa lalu diluruskan kembali ke depan jalan.

Kereta hitam berhenti di bahu jalan.

"Awak nak tumpang?"

Aku terpinga pinga, bila disapa begitu dari dalam kereta oleh seorang perempuan cantik.
Woahhh, rupanya Wardina Saffiyyah.

Punyalah rasa nak pengsan, dan bersyukur sangat. For Allah has given the best gift that morning. Kononnya hadiah Dhuha. I was expecting for a taxi ride, but to Allah's power, Wardina, a person that inspired me most, tetiba ada di UIA hantar anak mengaji, and tumpangkan si hamba kerdil ini, to get her LRT balik JOHOR BAHRU.

Alhamdulillah.

The reason, I decide to blog about this although it has been approx a month after the event, sebab, I just want to cherish this moment. So that, every time when I start to lose hope in Allah, I read back to know, Allah is listening to my prayer. So do yours?

Although it seems so impossible in human's way, but not in Allah's will EnsyaAllah.



2. Second semester of Year Three is finally approaching. I really do hope can do well and pull through together everything. Biasalah azam setiap semester semua nya sama, "NAK BUAT YANG THOOOORBAIIIIIK" hehe...

Tapi Insyaallah, hopefully this semester will be different in good terms. Many upcoming projects to look forward. The Champak Zine Family, ODOJ, BookBinding or LaserCutter Berangan Project and etc etc. and perhaps, I shall look forward for my studio projects as well.

Hope can perform, really well. Not a sloppy work EnsyaAllah. and to get the best support from everyone around. 



3. Paling mahu dan perlu, adalah istiqamah dalam kerja kerja kebaikan. Cause recently, I think I might be going off the lane perhaps. Or its just perasaan diri, but yeah.

Kuatkan semangat.

Ah rindunya masa awal awal ketemu cinta tuhan more than anything else. Betul kata semua orang, the first knock of hidayah is the most sweetest part of life. But to keep it in our ruh and jasad, is the real test of life.

Keep calm and surround yourself with good company.

To pursue happiness.



4. Pesanan paling aku mahu pesan buat perempuan perempuan dan paling terutama sekali ke aku, yang sekarang diuji dengan ujian hati perasaan lah bagai sangat kan (hampeh)

Be content and happy, if your heart are beautifully preserved and not for anyone to touch, because that's the moment and time, the best you could ever wish for. To be in the state of  " GOD AND I" with no other distractions. Like seriously, serious. Nothing to lose.

and I kinda miss that. eh not kinda, memang pun.

To always remind myself, not to put human over the ultimate God.


aiyaaa cheessy me.





5. Surround yourself with happy people that bring goods in you. Stay away from negative people that will inject you with negative thoughts, or else you'll suffocate your mind with negativity all away. At this age, you just have to continue living by all the decisions you've made previously, and make it better or just give the best impact to your life or others. Learn, how  to choose and select who to trust , how to shut your ears from harsh words of the world or just, be away sometimes. 

Learn the wisdom of life, with your heart.


For that, 
I shall welcome February and New Semester :)


Salam alaykum wbt.

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